Monday, January 9, 2012
-4:30 PM
I didnt know Sports Camp GL was so important to me till I didnt get selected for it.
I've never been so upset for like more than half a year alr.
Broke down when I reached home.
Hide under the bed because I don't want to let anyone of my family to see.
I thought i could get over it easily. & its not that important or probably I thought I will definitely get in. But, the fact is. I'm not chosen.
So now, what can I do. Priority will only be my ABM, assignments and projects.
& NPU. Train hard. Play well. Get top 5 for IVP. Get 1st for Polite.
The journey of Sports Camp ends here.
Bye.
Okay, I saw the whatsapp for Vecchio Group.
The moment I saw what Yexuan wrote.
I burst into tears and ran to my bed.
Cried for damn long.
I've not cried for really long.
I can still remember the last time I cried is probably around may ~
&& I feel that all my efforts are wasted.
Committment is nothing.
I'm nothing.
Vivien Goh is nothing.
Thanks for concern anywayyy!
I cried because of all the concern and care~
I'm not angry or anything.
Just don't understand why I didnt get in.
♥XOXO
