Friday, March 11, 2011
-4:07 AM
why must my mother push mi to such a difficult position.
all the money-related stuffs push to me.
im grown up now.
i want face.
its is so effing hard for me to want things from my daddy now.
im not close to him.
im closer to you!
i live with you since young, not him.!
cant you put urself into my shoe?!
can you understand how im feeling right now?!
you kept saying you understand how i feel, but actually you do not know at all.
its so easy for me to get things from you, cause im closer to you.
but its so freaking hard for me to get from him!
its will to be getting things from someone you r not close to.
i know he is responsible for everything.
he should be responsible.
he should buy things for me because im his daughter.
but so what? i feel awkward, i feel shameful.
because all i get from him is all this kind of things.
fk all this.
if you two never divorce.
this kind of things wont happen.
fk all this seriously.
freak man, dont make me feel so miserable.
because of you two.
i broke down after talking to you.
i did nth wrong.
im the most innocent one.
why must all this terrible things happen to me.
♥XOXO