Tuesday, February 3, 2009
-11:07 PM
let mi have a emo post filled with words man !
:D caz today i got no homework . & finally i got time to post .
& im rather saddd larhs! .. tho i sound high yeahs?
i can act 有没有? (:
when i talk with haha-s. doesnt mean im happy or wadso eva okayyy.
its just something that im used to use . not something that talking about my feeling or wad .
{ im thinking so much every single day.
scenes & past all running through my mind every single day .
when im walking home.
when im in the taxi alone.
when im alone .
whenever & ever.
seriously. its like so suddenly so random . you will pop into my mind .
wth right. ):
i don't wanna think of you anymore. im tired of it !
whenever i tot of you . seriously make mi super sad larhs .
like an emo freak can -.-
i don't like i don't like ! & i hate it !!! rahhhhhhhhhhhh!
fuck this larhs. why must you come into my life .
why must you come into my mind .
can i just erase you away from my mind .
{ why did you give mi false hope in the first place.
i tot we could be together . caz i seriously love the times being with u .
all the lames jokes & wadso ever. its just so nice being with u .
& u r so sweet larhs . wth. but everything became like this .
none went smoothly. i miss you so much .
but you like don't give a single damn . & treat mi as invisible?
why did you say that u like mi . why did you say that u love mi . why did you say that u miss mi.
but did you ever think of the consequences after that you said all this .
u said this . but theres no action at all . but just words ?
ahhhs . i hate this . & we are now strangers or like not even gd fwens animore .
i tot i will be very happy going out with u . but in th end .
u spoiled my mood seriously . u dun give a damn to mi .
u treat mi as if im invisible . toking to her make mi so bloody sad .
& u didnt tok to mi at all . toking to u & u dun reply a single word.
what th fuck do you want?
treating mi like wad?
i know i like you . then u can treat mi like this?
im thinking if i now is like you or hate u . i like you But i hate you too .
u suck to the fucking coree. i tot u r a very sweet guy
but actually u r just a sucky cowardy fucking guy that i ever met .
fuck all this . your excuses are just so freaking dumb after everything that i tot.
even my fwens thinks that u r just giving excuses to run away .
is it because of her?
is it reli because that we r in diff school?
are you serious?
hais. wadever. i cant get the times back animore .
but continue with my life .
how i wish i got meng po tang or maybe kena car bang .
& i can forget all my memories in my head .
& i no nid to suffer so miserably.
omggg. this seriously hurt mi alot larhs . & im serious. ALOT!
never did a guy hurt mi so much like you did .
whats the point of saying sorry yeahs?
sorry are just a simple word.
some people may forgive some ppl may not .
serious thing ppl say sorry . theres no cure at all .
or else why r there police man right =.=
all this suck man . i cant tolerate animore .
im so tired of thking about you .
do you still love mi ?
i doubt so. or maybe u do not have feeling for mi animore .
but just feeling irritated by mi?
i felt like a dumb . like a bai chi =.=
trying to be a fwen & tok to u . but u treat mi like wad.
someone that is toking to the wall with no reply .
wtfuck.
i feel that i've been dreaming for so longgg.
such a nice dream that i had dreamt .
& im awake. im back to reality . no more dreamings.
its not the reality . not in the dream animre
but how i wish im back in the dream .
how i wish we are together.
its so like a dream.
❤!imy♥./我爱得好辛苦,好累哦...{♥} why did you give mi false hope.. 我已从美好的梦醒过来了，是时间面对现实了。
回忆过去，痛苦的相思，忘不掉。 没结果的爱情。
its just a endless love. a love with any ending .
i wanna forget my miserable memories in my head .
ahhhhh! im dyinggg seriously.
even when im bathing its just full of you .
nobody seen i cry becaz of you .
i hide it from everyone .
do you noe how much i cried? do you ever noe that?
fuck all this.
you make my life miserable.
you make my life out of shape.
you make my life no more happiness.
you make my life so boring.
why is Love so hurting?
whywhywhy?
Why must love hurts every single person?
why cant love just be happiness for everyone?
why?
AHHHH!
wo hao xiang ni .
wo yi lei le.
[:
♥XOXO
