Wednesday, May 21, 2008
-8:45 PM
seriously sayingg
life is geting meaningless & meaningless
what is there in life to continue to live?
caz of your loved ones? your fwens? your family?
izzit just the ppl whom make you to live?
but seriously everything is just like hell.
probably hell is better than here?
everything just sucks larhs.
sucks like hell hell hell!
i seriously hate it larhs.
nothing is making mi happy.
i can act that im happy
i can act that im sad
but wadsoever how do i act
i still cant avoid anithing.
its just continuously
i cant avoid i cant hide
i cant hide all my feelings in my heart animore
its seriously going to burst.
explode!
but wadeva i do
i still cant hide it
so i just treat it that im a nerrrd?
a nothing?
aiyarhs.
i dunnoe wad im say.
i can oni say that i got nothingg..
nothingnothingnothing...
this life really sucks to the coreee.
can i just settle it one day?
lols.
lols.
lols
lols
i dunnoe larhs.
everything is just squeezing in my headdd.
thinking & thinking
im a high & noisy gal?
but when im alone?
im just a quiet & "low"? gal?
lols.
wadeva.
i dunnoe.
when i heard what she said?
suddenly im so moodless.
even yuhui oso say that she is so not use to mi being quiet
why am i so quiet ?
everytime got so mani things to talk.
suddenly i got no reaction
no mood to talk anithing?
but seriously i was really thinking
i got no mood @ all to do anithing larhs.
anithing/wadeva.
i dunnoe..
i dunnoe how is this life going to continue animore?
guo yi tian suan yi tian?
wad life is this going to be?
i feel like ending it.
♥XOXO
