Saturday, November 23, 2013
-1:13 AM
My love of my life.
Not sure if you really understand me well or you don't actually understand me at all.
All this small little details, I'm not sure if you ever notice it.
I always wish that you will surprise me when bad things happen. But nah, it never happens.
Everything seems too easy, too easy. Have you ever cherished. Am I asking too much. Am I too demanding. Probably.
I'm so exhausted. Heart being so down, so depressed, so stuffy.
Always wishing for something, expecting something that i know will not happen. Why am I still expecting it? But yet keep telling myself to brush it away.
All the promises you made. I remember them clearly. Because I was really touched by those promises, and words you've said.
Did you keep your words? No.
Is it that hard to keep a promise and just casual words.
I treat them seriously.
Do you?
Don't make fucking promise or casual words/phrases/sentences that you can't keep.
I wouldn't expect you to make any fucking promises. But I hate it when you don't follow what you fucking said.
It probably doesn't matter that much to you.
But it fucking matters to me.
Every minute I'm hoping. Every minute I'm waiting.
But what?
Nothing.
I'm exhausted. I'm tired. Fuck it.
♥XOXO
Sunday, October 21, 2012
-4:19 PM
We met ->
We talked ->
We texted ->
We liked ->
We called ->
I loved ->
We dated ->
We committed ->
You lied ->
We're done.
♥XOXO